Monday, April 19, 2021

You Can Keep Your Tulips

Does everyone have a different way they know it’s spring—
for some, when each corner is spread with daffodil gold,
or cherry blossoms bud scarlet at the tips of twigs,
for some, the first unfurling of a particular tree’s leaves
like the hello, good morning, of a long-known neighbor
or the fierce twitter of robins fighting for the best tree-hollow

all signs you learn when you live somewhere a long time
that mark the coming of warmth, the end of winterime—

but for me, all these familiar trumpets ring hollow,
there’s only one sign I look for around my neighborhood,
flowers so small and green you’d mistake them for leaves
in clusters hanging from still leafless maple twigs—
that smell, half maple syrup, half tobacco, solid gold
is what tells me it is finally finally irrevocably spring.

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Country Well-Known as an Old Nightmare's Stable
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Friday, April 16, 2021

Fear II

Half April and it’s summer-hot.
Dry wind sucks moisture from the earth
fans rising flames.

Somehow it doesn’t disperse the smoke
from starbursts of hot lead.

Somehow it doesn’t stir the shadow
of the thin blue noose that hangs above.

Somehow it doesn’t feed the starving lungs of the dead.

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Thursday, April 15, 2021

The Difference Between a Quagga

and a zebra is, the quagga
is striped only in front
and solid brown behind.
It’s like an Appaloosa reversed.

The other difference is—
there are no quaggas any more.
Or there weren’t.

Selective zebra breeding got us
back to half-striped quaggas
in just three generations.
It’s like extinction
reversed.

--with thanks to the Quagga Project

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Country Well-Known as an Old Nightmare's Stable
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Wednesday, April 14, 2021

Eating an Elephant with Chopsticks

wasn’t the job I signed on for but
it’s the one I got. Is it cannibalism
if I use ivory chopsticks? Real ivory
not white plastic.

Carved and stained
with red-and-green ideographs
that read kinsman. I’ve heard
that elephants mourn their dead.

In my hand they lengthen and curve
the ends toward my mouth
grow sharp. I’ve brought the wrong
tool for the job. I should

lie down, they won’t trample
(flanks rising around me like
cinderblock walls) if they don’t
feel threatened. I should

pray.

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Country Well-Known as an Old Nightmare's Stable
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Tuesday, April 06, 2021

You Think You Know

I’m not a piece of dandelion down,
a glass gargoyle or a plaster saint.
An opera from Budapest, I ain’t.
I missed the free throw, didn’t get the rebound,
didn’t meet you for the final train
from Paris, or fight for the Underground.
I’ve never played for the Miami Sound
or forged an artist’s signature in paint.
Of destinations, I’m the overlook,
the wayside, not the trailhead. I’m the sinker
on the line and you’re the hook.
I’m terra incognita on the charts,
the monster drawn to occupy the blanks.
I’m the unknown country in your heart.

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Country Well-Known as an Old Nightmare's Stable
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Sunday, April 04, 2021

Fear

What we call a murder
sweeps the skies around the water tower,
ragged black shapes that fill
the spring air with sharp-edged sounds.
Some say it’s a funeral: somewhere below
a feathered form lies still, broken
by a speeding car, left to die.
Killed by flu or suspicion.
Shot to death for just being a bird.

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Country Well-Known as an Old Nightmare's Stable
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Thursday, April 01, 2021

The 21st Century is Awake

the century is going to sleep” – Stephen Dobyns, “Lullaby”

Let’s say a century is like a 12-hour day; it gets
Up at 6 AM knowing the first twenty years will
Last through about 8:30. No time to waste.
Launch some airplanes into skyscrapers and
Annihilate a city with hurricane and flood,
Blast wildfires across whole continents.
Yes, this century’s awake, wide-awake now.

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Wednesday, March 31, 2021

How to Go There

Empty-handed to the ferryman. Headlong and ass-backward at once.
Fall into the whirlwind. Give it all up. Give in.

By train. By way of Ditty-Wah-Ditty.
Over the top and under the radar.
Faster than the laws allow, but slower than your sins can follow.

Like a bat out of hell. Like a pig from a poke.
With a bishop’s blessing and a con man’s curse.
Past the end of the line.

Overboard in a lead balloon. Off the map. Off the grid. Off the rails.
Punch a ticket for nowhere.
Go to Hell. Ride the flaming falls all the way down.

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Country Well-Known as an Old Nightmare's Stable
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Monday, March 29, 2021

2015 Waterfront Blues Festival T-Shirt

With thanks to Gary Houston, Voodoo Catbox, and the Safeway Waterfront Blues Festival

They don’t make them like me any more.

I’m the 2015 Voodoo Catbox poster,
Crossroads. Robert Johnson and the Devil

printed over burgundy 100% ultra cotton
long sleeves. Too hot for summer.

Too hot for days when the festival puts up
sprinkler tents to ward off heatstroke.

Days when there’s no breath of breeze
on the river where the ospreys hunt.

Years when the grass was burnt dead brown
before the music even started

when the Safeway booth’s refrigeration died
and a man ran through the crowd throwing

boxes of popsicles, ice cream sandwiches,
Fudgsicles, Haagen-Dazs vanilla almond bars

to anyone who wanted them. The sky was white
with dust. The blues were red-hot brass.

I soaked up all that heat. I’m a winter-weight shirt.
I can warm you with just the color of my fabric,

the memory of drums shaking the Crossroads Stage
sweltering under shade cloth. The cross-hatched shading

on Robert’s hands, the Devil’s hellfire sneer.
I’ve got it all right here. They don’t make them.

They don’t make them like me any more.

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Sunday, March 28, 2021

Mama Raccoon

and cub, running across the street
at 7 AM on a grey fall morning
in a quiet neighborhood.

Cub hides under a parked car.
Mama turns toward me
and puts her back up.

I ask why the sudden instinct of mistrust.
Why my heart leaps with fear
at her bristling spine.

I ask for a wider street to pass on,
for a more peaceful morning.
I ask for more trust.

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Wednesday, March 24, 2021

Map-Eating Blues

“The atlas-eater with a jaw for news” – from Altarwise by Owl-Light, Dylan Thomas

The atlas-eater with a jaw for news
swings wide, eats, swallows the bright day
as whale rising reaps krill, wide-mouthed eating.
Stars, living light-crumbs left uneaten
drop from careless corners of the eater’s mouth
swing, compass-rose, above the eaten maps.
The atlas-eater gulps, does not disgorge,
leaves us directionless, eating loss.

Say what’s new, something eating you?
Or disagreeing with something you ate—
know better than to eat off existential plates
my dear. Sing a chorus of Map-Eating Blues.
Eat a peck of dirt; rub it in your face.
No more atlases since Time ate Space.

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Sunday, March 21, 2021

What Atlanta Teaches Us about Intersectionality

In what kind of ball game
Does the man on the mound
Call the strikes?

You’re a woman strike one
You’re yellow strike two
You’re a masseuse which he assumes means whore – strike three

Three strikes and you’re out, out, out.

Oh, no, it wasn’t about misogyny – that’s just one strike
No, no, it wasn’t about race – that’s just one strike
Not about any perception of sex work – that’s just one strike

Three strikes and you’re out, out, out

But here’s the thing: the victims had no bats
didn’t know they were at the plate
didn’t know they were in the game

where the man on the mound is pitcher and umpire
jury and judge
lord high executioner
throwing hot lead.

Three strikes and you’re dead. Dead. Dead.

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Country Well-Known as an Old Nightmare's Stable
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Saturday, March 20, 2021

Life According to Jackson’s Chameleon

Haste is overrated. Better to proceed
deliberately. Keep an eye out

in all directions. (At once.) Test
your footing; once sure, clasp tightly.

It’s always best to blend in. Change
to match your surroundings.

Once prey is sighted, focus. Get depth.
Take up slack in your tongue—strike.

You are slow and fragile, without
claws, fangs or armor. Camouflage

is your sole defense. At all times
be prepared to change your color.

When not creeping, sway
from side to side like a leaf.

Beware of birds and snakes. Avoid
brightly colored bugs; they’re toxic.

Your shape is distinctive. Break it up
with vertical stripes—but don’t create

too much contrast. Be inconspicuous.
You will not be found.
You will not be missed.

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How I Learned to Eat Fire

Her stage name was the Human Candle.
Her special trick, the Moonshot
her mouth, a fountain of fire

that lit up the midway and kindled
all the shabby striped canvas tents,
made them dance in the dim light.

She held a tongue of flame in her mouth,
moved it from one torch to another.
She rolled a fireball from the tip of her finger

up the back of her arm, across her shoulders
down the other arm to her hand. She spun
a half-dozen torcher in a dazzling mandala.
Then she did the Jellyfish and quenched it all.

In the dark I was dizzy with smoke,
with the lingering scent of sandalwood.
I felt the Slow Burn on my skin.

I was moth to her mouth, trigger to her Shotgun.
I wanted to rest her burning wick on my tongue.
I wanted her to drag my flame across the floor

from one burning iron to another. I craved
Immolation, Blow Out, just one Fiery Kiss before
the Straight Snuff. I hoped dawn would never come.

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Country Well-Known as an Old Nightmare's Stable
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Friday, March 12, 2021

March 13th

Tomorrow will be the one-year anniversary of the last day I spent in my building.

I knew at the time it wasn't going to be over as quickly as some people were predicting. I never dreamed it would last this long.

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Workspace Management

The ergonomicist said, your keyboard should be lower down
your monitors higher
and farther from your face
to reduce eyestrain. Daffodils
at eye level. Move your mouse
closer—overreaching is bad
for your trapezius. To help
prevent allergic reactions
dust the agates. Adjust
your headphones and ferns
to fit snugly but not squeeze.

You will spend more than half your waking hours in this space.
It’s important that you’re comfortable.
When you sit, your feet should be flat on the floor and mountains clearly visible.
When you stand, ankle-deep in cold water over hot sand.
Let each keystroke be a hummingbird darting across the yard.
Click mouse button. Wind on your face.
Shift. Somewhere
moonlight opens a silver curtain across a hundred miles of desert.
Enter.

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Country Well-Known as an Old Nightmare's Stable
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